December 8th, 2005
Will someone write my paper for me. All I want to do is sleep, not think about french verb conjugations, art history movements, or marxism.
I feel like I'm floating through work and not learning anything. What I consider done has nothing to do with its merit, but at what point I stop caring about the assignment. Why do people become academians? Why do people consume themselves with writing papers that only hungover college students read, as a supplement to their preconceived bullshit.
1 more week and four days, I will be on the beach and far away from a computer screen.
August 6th, 2005
i saw lindawg driving down sunset, with mr. harding, in a black "f***" truck.
July 6th, 2005
|08:38 pm - my mistake, anneguth made it to the top three of the beauty pagent... i mean scholarship competition|
i'm not bitter; i swear.
thank god for PC magazine and their editoral choices of laptops and my father's respect for the magazine.
what this means is that i am getting a really cool apple.
i have no other (deep) thoughts for the day.
June 20th, 2005
|02:29 pm - swanky invite|
is anyone interested in attending the micheal cunningham, brilliant author of the film-adapted book THE HOURS?
It's Thursday, 8pm at Shambaugh.
June 10th, 2005
|09:36 am - everything in my life is superficial and lovely... will i have a heart attack once i go to college?|
right now my hair is having averse reactions to swimming, humidity, and possibily Pulse Temporary Hair Coloring Mousse.
I just want to send a Nats shout out to Kate. You are definitely the most articulate person whom I know, and you will rock those biotches (ben folds saturation.) mwah... good luck
Current Mood: high on life...
Current Music: whatever and A-men
June 7th, 2005
|09:05 am - dirty voluptuous scoundrel|
i am sitting here in my underwear, and any second now, our maid will come to clean. i don't feel like changing my clothes (ahh... immersed in summer laziness).
Current Mood: i just woke up
Current Music: lullaby of broadway
June 5th, 2005
i am apparently not up to code about all types of weather warnings.
*furious googling about extreme weather safety proceedings* okay, i didn't, but i should.
other mind unsettlingness: emma and i saw a "911 GOP" license plate.
the tonys are tonight! i don't know how many awards i will have to watch to see spamalot, but i think it'll be worth it.
Current Mood: the sun is shining
May 30th, 2005
|11:39 pm - losing control - wingnut indulges her suppressed psycho-babble|
11:40 is definitely an apt time for melodrama over nothing (seinfeld soap opera).
i feel like i have been letting my readers down. my entries have been trite, vague, pointless, boring, etc.
a metaphor for my life.
*tears of blood destructively pumped through my heart shaped death trap*
i have not been (i hope?) noticeabley emo in awhile.
nothing is really wrong.
i think this is a symptom of oc deprivation.
*tries to censor more incessant and annoying rambling*
je vous adore.
This will pass; please continue on with your lives.
Current Mood: pistachio pudding
Current Music: build me up buttercup...
|01:45 pm - graduation sheet cakes here i come|
i just saw the lg beach graduation episode, and i felt like i could have been watching west high's, well except for the graduation presents(no beemers for me... but i am more than content with my lot!!!)
it just seems so weird that this is my last summer before everything changes. i have yet to discover that i will be in college.
May 26th, 2005
|12:36 pm - the full circle - from prissy debate camper to sexy (?) cafeteria lady|
summer feels nice...
i will try and stop being so quiet at parties.